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Friday, March 22, 2013

I just want to surround myself in things I enjoy. I love how spot on tarot cards are. Are you happy? Oh yea..tj maxx is opening soon I love that store..love it. Also I held a madagascar hissing...

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Conversations to your therapist

What hurts? My depression, it's constant. Any thoughts of suicide or self harm? No thoughts of suicide, I have a daughter who needs me but aren't we supposed to be more than just mothers and wives? And...

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Friday, March 29, 2013

Do what's true, true to youDon't let the world tell you what to doThere's no wrong, travel onDo what's true, true to you

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Saturday, March 30, 2013

What do you do with a toddler who wont listen? I hate watching parents scream at their children so I don't. The yelling is just not the atmosphere I want in my house. But you can't explain a damn thing...

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Saturday, April 06, 2013

Yesterday was my first day of work and it only reminded me that no matter how far Ive come or all the medication I take, if I do not know you I will come off as an awkard fuck. So, fuck..that sucks.

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Sunday, April 07, 2013

Ok for one last night I was bomb at reading auras and was positive at the time I was on a different frequency then id ever been before. Today Im not so sure.

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Monday, April 08, 2013

Boo I miss my therapist I wanna tell her all the stuff I cant tell anyone else. She's paid to keep a secret and I am happy to oblige.

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A Question

A voice said, Look me in the starsAnd tell me truly, men of earth,If all the soul-and-body scarsWere not too much to pay for birth. Robert Frost

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Trial seperation?

What if the feeling I'm looking for just isn't out there? What if it doesn't exist?

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Saturday, April 20, 2013

Got my tongue pierced today fricken therapy I love getting pierced and tattooed its like a usual persons trip to the nail or hair salon.

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Saturday, April 20, 2013

Just a note: getting super high the evening after a tongue piercing is a bad idea and petting cats and Napoleon dynamite are delightful. But napoleon is never funny not high.

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Saturday, April 20, 2013

As beautiful as fire against the evening skyyou fuel the lost desire- I no longer wanna dieTake me by the hand and see beyond the liesStrip away the fences - leave me needing, leave me high ♪ ♫Haven't...

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I might be just beginning I might be near the end

I walk the maze of momentsbut everywhere I turn tobegins a new beginningbut never finds a finishI walk to the horizonand there I find anotherit all seems so surprisingThe moon upon the oceanis swept...

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The Whys

Why does everything gotta be so fucking complicatedYou say your life is wild and I think that would be fineYou say your life is wild and I wonder what that's like I think it would be fun, it would be...

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Wednesday, April 24, 2013

Wish xanga had a massive delete option where I could delete more than one entry at a time.

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Thursday, May 02, 2013

My hands don't hold ink at all. I got them touched up , no luck! Is life just running around in circles? Because , they had said , once you take the  medicine you will be happy. I was not. They said...

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Thursday, May 02, 2013

  Watch me take my pony tail out.Bye.

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Wednesday, May 08, 2013

If you ask the shadows what they think about the sun, they wouldn't be able to live without itAnd if you ask me what I think about your smile, I'd say I wouldn't be able to live without itShe was...

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Tuesday, May 14, 2013

I like those moments when you look up at the night sky and for some reason your in awe again like you were when you were a child. The street lights star burst out up the main street and it looks...

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Friday, May 17, 2013

Mini weight goal DOOOOOooowwwnnnn! Currently 136 from my 156 just like 2 weeks ago!Somewhere in the world this is important and exciting news right up here in my brain skull..that's where Jazz...

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